Iqah's Bloggie (:

2008-12-30T21:44:00.000+08:00

2008-02-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hariz

Hariz

Now everybody go, aaaawwww.

He looks so yummy, i could eat him!

Dear God, if i ever have kids in the future.
Let them be as fucking adorable & good looking as him.
Pleeeaaaaasssseeeee? :D

Hariz slide ;)

The basikal race; Hariz & Afiq (:

2008-02-03T04:29:00.001+08:00

my ohh soo delicious caramel frappe! (:

Valentine, valentine, valentine.
Everyone's buzzing about it!
Gosh, give me a break!

It's 4am in the morning.
I'm not asleep.
& I don't know what else to say!

Ohh, my photobucket's full of shit!
& Happy Birthday Abg Hafiz! :D

when everything's made to be broken,
i just want you to know who I am.

2008-01-27T22:09:00.000+08:00

Noah: Would you just stay with me?

Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we're already fighting.
Noah: Well, that's what we do! We fight!..

Allie: So what?
Noah: So it's not gonna be easy! It's gonna be really hard. And we're gonna have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, every day...

Duke: They didn't agree on much. In fact, they rarely agreed on anything. They fought all the time, and they challenged each other every day. But despite their differences, they had one important thing in common. They were crazy about each other.

Gosh, i fell in love with the movie (:

Thanks to Halis for borrowing me the DVD.

I LOVED THE MOVIE! :D :D

Speaking of Halis, i have yet to post photos of me & him!

Went to Ngee Ann Poly's openhouse last Saturday.

I'll post it soon okay darling?

This week, started off pretty awful.

Never thought about the consequences of my actions.

Couldn't believe i could have done such a thing either.

But the thing is, i already did.

I am sorry.

never again.

But, the week ended off beautifully.

One word to describe my weekend; PERFECT! (:

your amazing.

2008-01-18T05:35:00.000+08:00

I removed my archives ever since i don't remember when.
Simply because i didn't want to be reminded of what used to be.
There were great times & bad times.
Still.. didn't want to recall any of those.
The archives are back anyways!
So yes, you could finally browse through my shitty lil past now.
From the excessively sentimental stuff, to all the drama & the emoing.
hahaha!

Ghee, would you look at the time?
Didnt realise it was time for school.
SUCKER!

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

2008-01-14T01:15:00.001+08:00

Was having cramps, explains the pathetic face.

SLUT!

High on cloud nine.

Darlas.

(:

Bitchy.

I still can't figure out what we were trying to do then.

I'd like to wish Happy Belated 19th Birthday to my Babygirl Naqiah!
And also Happy 17th Birthday to dearest Nessa!

Ok i'm done with the photos like i promised.
Now.. time for me to go to bed.
Mummmyyyyy, i don't wanna go to school! :(

Just wished every other day would be like it is today.
Press the pause button, i want today to last for a lifetime (:

And you're lying real still, but your heart beat is fast just like mine.
Will you stay awake for me?

2008-01-09T20:58:00.001+08:00

To think you could say such things.
Of all person...
I thought you should know better.

You DEFINITELY don't know what the HELL it feels like.

Jealousy.
It sucks big time doesn't it?
Feeling so insecure all the time.

And when i say i don't want/need a boyfriend right now.
I MEAN IT!
So stop acting like one!

Pictures are coming up real soon by the way.
Haven't got the time to upload em.
So i'll probably post it in the next entry.
Toodles for now :D

YOU CHICKEN SHIT! (:

2008-01-05T13:59:00.001+08:00

Gheesh, i haven't been updating in awhile.
Been too busy with school and everything else.
So much to do, so little time!
I can't believe i'm finally sitting for my O's.
Honestly, i don't think i'm quite prepared.

School has been so dull & boring without those 3 buggers :(
I sure do miss having them in the class.
Waaahhh :'(

Ok shit, enough already.

PS, I Love You

I couldn't believe my ears when Halis told me about the movie.
I've read the book, and it was SUPERB!
I can't wait to watch it in the movies! :D :D
I just hope the movie will be just as great as the book.

If i'm not wrong, it is said to be released on 14th February.
Which also means, i need a Valentine date! *grins*
Speaking of Valentine's Day, the past couple of Valentine i've had was simply beautiful & unforgettable.
(:

i wonder what's gonna happen this year.

2007-12-25T23:05:00.000+08:00

I know being in a relationship is quite a big step.
Especially for those who have gotten used to being single.
Where you could do anything of your will, without having to put in consideration of what your other half might think/feel.
So until your ready to make the changes in your life for that particular someone, don't rush into things.
Being in a relationship may certainly change your ways of living.

But if you are already in one, should you let your arguments and disagreements on certain things be the reason to end your relationship?
Does your differences make you any less of a couple?
Every relationship is bound to have disagreements and arguments.
But would you risk leaving everything just because of that?

The times you've had, the hardship you've went through, the love, care & understanding you've developed for each other after having gone through shits.
Aren't they what you should hold on to?
Isn't Love something you should hold on to?
It's not easy, yes.
Especially when it seems like your fights are never ending & you can't seem to come to a conclusion about things.

But being in a relationship isn't about being the perfect couple.
Everyone is different in a way.
You can't expect your bf/gf to be perfect just the way you want him/her to be.
You don't find perfection in a relationship.
There's give and take, compromising.

Why be so pessimistic on the way you view things?
If there's a will, there's a way right?
Don't let it ruin what you & your partner have.

Life is like photography, you use the negatives to develop.

If only you knew...

2007-12-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

Even when i'm using the computer, she would jump onto the table, make herself comfortable, fall asleep & pretend as if nothing ever happened, when she's blocking my view!!

Haven't been feeling any better.
Everybody close to me, slowly one by one seems to be fading away.

It's Saturday.
Hah! Saturday.

Halis has gone to KL.
Naqiah & Shah went to Bangkok.
Rul, she's out on a date :p
Tqi, i don't think she would be staying at home either.

& it seriously feels as if i've got no one to talk to.
Especially today, when i've got so much to complain about.

The only one that has been keeping me company is that Abu Kasar (:
What a name! hahaha! I can't believe he came up with that xD

Uncle's coming over in awhile, all the way from KL just to go to the Mandai Zoo.
What a loser, isn't there a zoo in Malaysia?
I just don't like it whenever he stays over at my place.
He acts as if his one big shot!

The earlier they leave, the better.
Trust me, his not making me feel any better.

Maybe i should have never opened my mouth.
I shouldn't have mentioned anything at all.
Probably things would have been better.
Probably i would have even gone out today!
Hah!

what in the world is going to happen to me?
misses.

2007-12-19T23:43:00.000+08:00

Life is so full of contradictions.
I'm feeling so miserable right now.
I feel... EMPTY.

I felt so frustrated.
What we're having right now, does it mean anything to you?
Anything at all?

You're the only reason i've been truly happy for the past few months.
Truly, sincerly, happy.
I'm just so afraid of losing you.
Maybe that's why...

I feel like crap right now.
Seriously...
I don't need to be feeling like this :(
I need to loosen up abit.
Snap out of it Iqah!

Love, is not about finding someone you can live with.
It's about finding someone you can't live without.

Horoscope says;

Right now, you know exactly what you want. Your partner, however, might want something very different. Well, who says you have to do everything together? You can reconvene later and compare notes.

There is a lot of intense energy in the air. Don't ignore the problems you have.
If your tempers (or the tempers of the people around you) are rising today, just ride it out. There is a lot of tumultuous energy in the air today, likely caused by some transitions or adaptations you made a long time ago that are still having repercussions in all areas of your life. Don't ignore the problems that are going on, but do not let them control your day. These are not fires you need to extinguish. They are merely facts you need to deal with.

2007-12-10T03:20:00.000+08:00

I don't need Swensens/Pastamania/Seoul Garden or any expensive meal at a restaurant to meet my appetite.
A simple meal at Macdonalds or even the hawker center would do perfectly fine (:
I don't need money or all those fancy stuff to make me happy.
I just need you.

Ohh yes! My cheena friend is finally legal!
Which means i could rape her already! *wriggles eyebrow

Happy Belated 16th Birthday Tqi (:

Ok i know, i admit stealing this photo from your friendster.
But unless you want me to post your sexy photos in bikini, be glad i posted this picture instead :p

I've known Miss Ong She Tqi for the past 4 years.
Here's a little something about her.
She whines like there's no tomorrow.
She will forever think she's fat.
She will forever say "i need to lose weight" (but does not exercise)
She thinks her English is better than mine.
She loves to sleep in class.
She doesn't have a key to her own house!
She wants to swim without getting her hair wet. -__-
She will miss call you at wee hours of the morning. (just for the fun of it)
But then again..
She will never fail to entertain you with her silly/lame jokes.
She will always try to cheer you up when you are down.
She is definitely someone you can trust.
And she is my best cheena friend (:

Next year will be a bore without you.
I will miss having you as my sleeping buddy/crappy friend in class :(
& lastly, this entry will be in your favourite colour, RED.
Happy Sweet 16th Tqi.

2007-12-02T11:07:00.000+08:00

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
And she left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over
The noises that she made kept me awake
The weight of things that remain unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go.

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you

Gheesh.. i love this song.
It's been playing in my head since morning.
No wait, since the moment i opened my eyes!
It's amazing that i'm awake at this time (:

Truth is, i can't sleep!
I'm tired, really tired, but i can't seem to doze off.
God help me, i need my beauty sleep!
Sleeping pills anybody?

Well, how can i put this to you?
Stop being such a pain in my ass!! (:
It's FRUSTRATING to be me! :D
Trust me, it really is.

2007-11-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Rul & Qah.

Qah & Tqi.

Rul.Tqi.Qah.

& when it used to be us four.
Rul.Qin.Qah.Tqi.

I miss the times when we used to be QinQahRulTqi.
I miss the times when we used to sing my bonnie at the back of the class.
I miss the times when we used to do crazy stuff during Mrs Ong's lessons.
I miss those days when we used to sit at MacDonalds and have our lunch after school.
I miss you guys :(
I miss my previous class.
I miss Lewis and the gang.
I miss that tall tall boy, Ash.
I miss that small boy who aspires to be a chef, Afifi.
I miss one of the best partners ever, Raj.
I miss that bugger who will never leave me in peace when i'm sleeping, Trisul.
I miss my primary school mates.
I miss tall fat prefect :(

i'm missing a whole lot of people!
i feel.. miss-ing :(

Tqi & Rul, don't make a decision that you'll regret afterwards.
That's all i have to say.

Ohh well, what more can i say?
Karma's a bitch (:

2007-11-25T23:32:00.000+08:00

Just some random post to keep the dust off my blog.
Lime Sonic Bang last Saturday turned out to be quite entertaining (:
Didn't take much photos with our pathetic phones.
I seriously need a Digi Cam :(
Booo!

Lime Sonic Bang.

Shan Wee is sooo freaking cute!

Ash from By Defination. Ignore the hand please.

Would you look at the crowd, unbelievable.

Ohh yeah, not forgetting the sore foot i got that night.
Due to all the crazy violent moshing -__-

And i realised, local bands are not as bad as i thought (:
Infact, the song on my blog now is from one of my few favourite band that night.
Caracal! :D

Candid (:

Snow snow caaaaaap! :p

Meet my BABYboo! (:

And SPOTTYlovely (:

Soooo cuuuuuteeeee my kittycats :DD

Unfortunately, both my kittycats have grown old and they couldn't be bothered with me anymore.
I want a new kitty!
Perhaps a kitten which doesn't grow (:

Annnndd, Escape Theme Park was kindda fun :D

They tried to make me go to rehab, I said No No No.

Hahaha (:

2007-11-23T14:09:00.001+08:00

About a week ago, it was Rul's birthday! (:
Happy Belated 16th Birthday to my baby.
She's finally legal! Woohoo! *wriggles eyebrow*

2007 swimsuit model of the year goes to Miss Ong She Tqi!

Boobie grabbers!

Tqi is bringing sexyback! Yeah!

Note to self:
The past should remain in the past.
We cannot turn back time and do things differently.
So forget about it.

2007-11-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

If a girl cries in front of you,
it means that she couldn't take it anymore.
If you take her hand,
she would stay with you for the rest of your life.
If you let her go,
she couldn't go back to being herself anymore.

A girl won't cry easily.
Except infront of the person whom she loves the most,
she becomes weak.
A girl won't cry easily.
Only when she loves you the most, she'll put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you,
please hold her hand firmly.
Because she's the one who would willingly stay with you,
for the rest of your life.
If a girl cries for you, please don't give her up.
Because your decision might ruin her life.

When she cries infront of you,
when she cry because of you.
Look into her eyes.
Can you see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think...
Which other girls had cried with pure sincerity,
infront of you and because of you?

She cries not because she is weak.
She cries not because she wants sympathy.

She cries because crying silently is no longer possible.
The pain, the hurt, and agony,
have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys, think about it.
If a girl cries her heart out to you.
All because of you.
It's time to look back on what you have done.
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it.
Cos one day..
It may be too late for regrets.
It may even be too late to say "i'm sorry"

2007-11-12T21:23:00.000+08:00

Ouhh gosh, it's been awhile.
The computer has been a little fucked up lately, no wait alot!
Which explains the irregularity of updates.

"Don't cry for a boy, it's not worth it"
Truth is, everyone's going to hurt you.
You just have to decide whose worth the pain.

Maybe its the shirt, maybe its those shorts, maybe its those sharp looking pair of eyes, maybe its the girly lashes, maybe its your scent.
Or maybe its just you.. Simply irresistable.

naive.
immature.
naive.
immature.

Probably you'd understand better if you were in my shoes.

Still, you are worth the risk

2007-10-21T06:46:00.000+08:00

Blogger is an assfucker!
I should consider swtiching to some crappy livejournal or something.
Bloody hell!

Blog's rotting again.
Better do a quickie update.

Let's see..
Don't wish to talk about my results.
Cause i'm still not confirmed to be promoted just yet.
Phhbbtt.

Love, always a pain in the ass.

Well, i've been wondering.
How do you trust someone who has betrayed you?
How do you trust someone who has lied to you again & again?
How would you know what he/she says is for real anymore?

Heart aches every now and then.
Especially when i'm left with a thousand questions in my mind!
Damn it.
But i dare not ask either.
Because there are times whereby i rather not be told the truth.
Cause the truth hurts.

Have been trying to get used to how things are nowadays.
It's weird really, how my heart and my mind tells me different things.
My mind tells me not to be comfortable with how things are lately.
But my heart just yearns for more.

Now how is that?

Jealousy, how it seems like a fun game to mess around with.
But not when the tables are turned to you.

Enough of all that.
Time for the photos! :DD

Hari Raya Fever!
Day 1

The Cousins Craze

Day 2

So basically, thats all for now! (:

2007-10-13T02:09:00.000+08:00

It's finally over!!
YAAAAAAYYYY!!
Thank god, i've never felt so relieved.
Now i don't have to stress my brains all night anymore :D
I can finally have my ohhh sooo peaceful sleep!

But whether or not i will do well is another thing altogether.
If i don't pass this time round, i should really consider climbing 2 stories up and jump off :D
(I'm staying on the 23rd floor by the way!)
Sweet guaranteed death (:
How bout it Tqi? hahaha!

Congrats to our class girls for winning 1st in the inter-class volleyball competition on Thursday! :D
We finally won something for the class (:

& Happy Belated 36th Birthday to my Dearest Mama!

She has turned 36 and still looking ohh soo hot! :DD
Mama-mia!
From one of the world's best cook to one of the world's best naggers.
My mum wins it all! hahaha!
Thanks Mama, for everything that you have done for us (:

Birthday Photos!
Where everyone looks soo sloppy! haha!

I still think this is the prettiest picture of the both of us! :D

2006.

I got it from my mama :p

I miss my curly wurly wavey long hair!
Wahaha!
I think i'm gonna knock out anytime soon.
Look at the time! :o

& yeah, Selamat Hari Raya everyone! :DDDD

2007-08-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

Rasa Sentosa.

Iqah & Naqiah.

Shah & Iqah.

How i wish they would choke and die.
Or wait, maybe something more brutal.
Like being slaughtered slowly to death or something.
Assholes.

You've once said.
Make it happen when you already said so.
If you want to make it happen, you would have.
Right?

Don’t get my hopes so high and just shatter it like nothing happened.
Yes i was upset. It's like you cannot be bothered.
Don't tell me things which you aren't planning to do afterwards.

I know I shouldn’t be saying this.
Cause who am I to you right?

Shit. Why the hell am I feeling this way?
Times like these are the times when I just feel like losing myself.
A bottle of Chivas Regal would be handy right now.

I’ve never asked you this.
But sometimes I really wonder what has been stopping you.
Why the hell do you seem so contradicting all the time?

Don’t even come close thinking you’d know how I feel.
Unless, "you feel your soul drop to the floor
Like a hole like an open bleeding sore
Then you'll have bled like I've bled
Then you'll have wept as I've wept"

Maybe I should forget about everything.
Forget anything ever happened today.
Maybe I should sleep.
And wake up, hoping everything would be like it was before.

Hah! FAT HOPE!

Sometimes i wonder, when will we ever know,
when the big fat liars are actually telling the truth.

I should really be sleeping.
I think too much.
I'm feeling as fucked up as ever.
Should put my mind at ease for abit.

Life has always been a Bitch eh?
Such agony.

2007-08-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

Love the weather nowadays.
Rain Rain Rain.
Which means, Sleep Sleep Sleep! :DD

Feeling soo very bored & empty right now.
Shit.
I've got loads of tests next week.
Study study study.
When was the last time i actually studied?
Bluergh.

Looking foward to the September hols!
More long awaited sleep for me (:

Though i think the whole week is gonna be fully booked by our beloved teachers who just won't let us rest in peace.
So yeah, i guess it doesn't make much of a difference.
Rather not call it a holiday then!
Bloody hell !@#$%^&**&^%@

Alrite, since i've got nothing better to do.
Here are some of the left over pictures from eversince i don't know when.

Qah. Rul.

Qah. Ahmad.

Qah. Gaya3.

Unverified.

Russle Lee seyy.

I swear i look drunk.

At times, i just wish i could disappear from the world.

From everything.

And just be left alone.

Maybe it's better that way.

2007-08-13T04:51:00.000+08:00

Nobody in this world is perfect.
Everyone makes mistakes.

I've made far too many mistakes in life.
Sometimes i wish i could take back everything that i did.
Which is never possible, and never will be.

Hoping to undo what has been done, will get you nowhere.
Instead you've gotta learn from your mistakes.
And not repeat the same mistakes again.

Tqi & Rul.
I don't think we'd like to see ourselves in a whole new different class, yet again.
For we have wasted a year,
I think it's really time to pull up our socks.
We have to get through this once and for all.

And please.. to both.
Mean it when you say, Studies comes first!
Sheesh.

A couple of hours more till i have to get ready for school.
Down with a bad flu.
Couldn't bring myself to sleep.
Tons of homeworks yet to be done.
I'm doomed.

I FUCKING HATE SCHOOL! (:

Ouhh yeah.
& i'm pretty sure that right now i'm in love with
Bullet For My Valentine!!
Waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh :DD

2007-08-02T18:19:00.000+08:00

Life.
Everybody's got one.
It's either you're leading the most desirable life of all,
or the Worst one could ever imagine.

Either way, you have to make do with what you've got.
You only live life Once.
Make the best out of it.

Pretty boy, pretty boy.
Ouhh Why?

Why is it that i miss you from time to time?
Why is it that you never fail to be on my mind?
Why is it whenever i'm around you, i keep wishing it would last forever?

Oh, is it Love?

Tqi once told me, pretty boys don't last (:
How true?
I'm not sure myself.

One thing's for sure,
You take my breath away...

2007-07-22T15:49:00.000+08:00

LV 3/4 came in 3rd for the Racial Harmony competition!
Thanks to Mrs Chiew! If it wasn't for her, we wouldn't be where we are right now.
We did our best, and 2nd runner up isn't that bad (:

As promised.
Here are the photos taken on Friday.
In celebration of Racial Harmony Day! :DD

Unverified.

Class Performing.

Final Touches.

Qah & Rul.

Qah & Tqi + a whee bit of Selina.

Ahmad & Myself.

Kavita. Rul. Qah.

From top left hand corner.
Selina. Justin. Rul. Qah. Tqi. Junda.

Rul. Qah. Gaya3.

Rul. Qah. Raj.

Elvis & Me.

Tqi. Haikal. Afifi. Qah.

Gaya3. Kavita. Qah.

Soon Lai & Qah.

Arron & Me.

Rul & Raj.

Pravin (Giant) & Myself.

Rul. Qah. Tqi. Trisul.

Rul & Qah. (Indian Costumes)

Crazy Class of mine. (After Performance)

The Whore. The Whore2. The Slut. (Hahaha)

Just to make Tqi glee in delight.
I admit, i'm Indian. (Happy now Tqi? :p)

& my latest band obssesion is 30 Seconds to Mars!! :DDDD
I'm falling deeply in love with them! *melts* (=

& probably, i'll be on HIATUS for a lil while.
I'm simply too lazy to be updating anymore.

Till then, Goodbye! (:

2007-07-13T20:15:00.000+08:00

I have tons of questions in my mind yet to be answered.
I simply can't figure you out.

i don't want to want you.

I would fall asleep.
Only in hopes of dreaming.
That everything would be like it was before.
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting.
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor.

Just disappear.

& Happy Belated 11th Birthday Lil Sis.

how i wish i could trade places with her.
i'm sry. cause i don't think you deserve all of this.

2007-07-09T12:09:00.000+08:00

Friday night.

Chivas Regal & Jack Daniel's on the table.
Couldn't get enough of those.
Black Vomit, through the nose.
Lost myself to the music.
Dirty dancing baby!
A better looking guy would have been better though -.=
Gross.
Thanks Aqashah.

Saturday night.

Graveyard & Chivas Regal.
Plus Bacardi Limon & Absolut Vodka Raspberry.
Maybe some others which people offered me.
Yum yum :DD
A girls night out.
The more prone we were to guys flirting around with us.
Dirty dancing again.
But this time it's on a somewhat 'stage' Omfg!
Damn that bald headed jerk had to ruin our night!
What an ass.
Still, some unknown guys took care of us.
Not all guys are such a jerk after all.
(:

Fantabulous weekend i've had!
Been wanting to do this eversince the June Hols.
Yay! Should do this again some other weekend.
Maybe i should bring a guy along to take care of me.
Just in case i don't get way off hand.

No pictures though.
What do u expect?
My phone is ridiculously ridiculous.

& yes i didn't go to school today.. again!
Not because i overslept or anything.
It's because i look like an alien & i'm down with a slight fever.
You can't expect me to go to school with those puffy eyes don't you?
Back to school tomorrow :(
Sick shit.

Ok, bye for now! :DD

2007-07-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

I've heard this phrase one too many times.
And they come from people who actually cares for me.
They say 'You must always think for yourself"

Frankly speaking, it's easier said than done at times.
Especially the times when you have no idea what to do.
When you think you've got nothing to lose.
& When you are thinking of someone else ahead of yourself.

Enough about that.

I think school sucks. HAHAHA!
Seriously, who doesn't? :p

I better get myself into the study mood.
It's the 2nd semester.
& i've already got myself into the book of records by not attending school for 3 days in a week.
And being late twice consecutively, in the same week!!
:DDD

I need to catch up with my studies pretty quick!
Or i might find myself in Secondary 3 again! *roll eyes*

Anyone up for being my personal tuitor? *wriggles eyebrow*
HAHAHA!

Alritey enough bullshitting.
My mum will start pulling her hair off if she sees me using the comp at this time.
Or maybe she'll pull mine instead?
Eventhough it's only 11.24pm -.=
Nyehaha :p

Till next time.
Cheerios!

2007-07-02T04:32:00.001+08:00

Transformers

I give it a 2 thumbs up!
Storyline was great, Graphics were awesome.
At least for me that is.
One bloody hell cool movie!

Believe it or not.
I was so reluctant to watch Transformers.
I thought it would be a waste of time.
Some silly robots roaming around earth.

But it turned out to be sooo darn cool!
Hahaha.

Especially those boys who are into cars and stuff.
I think this is a must watch movie for you.
For the girls.
Though i wasn't exactly into cars.
I thought the movie was Spectacular.
So why not give it a try?

& Thanks for the treat sharkfinsoup, haha (:

as much as it hurts.
curiosity never fails to get the better of me.
your words simply don't tally your actions.

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

2007-06-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

Thanks Tqi.
I appreciate the thought.
But it just doesn't work like that nowadays, you know.

I can't disguise the look inside my eyes,
The more I try to look away the more I'm staring.
The more i'm staring, the more the pain starts to build in.

Please don't tell me that I am the only one that's vulnerable.
Impossible.
If only i could see in the mirror, what you see.

I never will.

2007-06-27T17:27:00.000+08:00

Tea in the morning.
I still have that same cup of tea to school every morning.
Taste just as good.
Though now it doesn't go with a peck of kiss on the cheek.
It goes with a kiss on the forehead instead.
I appreciate that (:

How do you know if a guy is for real?
Like how he claims to be.
How do you know his not just fooling around or simply making use of you?
How do you know he won't cheat on you?
How do you know his actually really into you?

I guess, i can't help but have these questions in the back of my mind.
Like they say,
Once bitten, twice shy.

& Ignorance is Bliss

2007-06-24T17:30:00.000+08:00

I stood by the window.
Watching the world, as they sleep.
As much as i wanted to get a glimpse of the Full moon.

All i could see from where i was standing,
was that only star that twinkles across the dark sky alone.
& the carpark that's prone to be full every Sunday.
Lovely sight still.

A 10 mins walk to 711.
A bottle of Sparkling Ribena to end the day with.
Followed by a 10 mins walk home.
Wonderful.
So near yet so far.

I go to bed every night.
With guardian angels watching over my shoulder.
In spite of all the teddies that i own.
The only teddy that gets to share the bed is,
the weird-looking blue one that has chest like hair
& wears the biggest smile (:

2007-06-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

I love to stray away in Wonderland.
It is where all my greatest fantasies will come true.
And also, where all my problems will be chased away.
At least for the mean time.

Think about me.
And i'll think about you.

How great it would be.
If we could stray away together in Wonderland.
& How great it would be.
If i could get lost in those eyes.
Just one more time.

With Ice lemon tea and Baby blue cotton candy.
The sweetest sin ever.

Anyone up for pool?

Quoted from Tqi -
'My best Indian frend'

'My best Malay frend'

And obviously,
'She's my best Cheena frend'

Simply Lovely (:

2007-06-19T17:00:00.000+08:00

18th June

Another trip to Sentosa.
This time it was with the class and Mrs Chiew.
Though not the whole class was there.
It was kindda fun with the volleyball, cycling, swimming and all.

But sadly Rul had to leave early, so not much pics of her.
Well, so here it goes.

Went to VivoCity right after.
Had our dinner.
Then fooled around Toys'R'us
And back home we went!

Sheesh! & I think i'm becoming 'hangos' :(

i swear i could stay up all night just to play those jigsaw puzzle games with you

2007-06-14T21:04:00.000+08:00

I have yet to upload the pictures of me & Halis at town the other time.
I'll post it some other time ok darling? (:
& baby, you still owe me the pool photos, ass!!

14th June

Sentosa.

It was a last minute decision.
So we decided to go only the 4 of us.
I'm dead beat!
So, let the pictures do the talking aite?

Azman & Iqah.

Fareez & Nurul.

Rul & Qah.

Boys sets up tent.

He was doing most of the work =Pp

Bought drinks!

Cam-whored a lil.

Ok, i love this pic with Fareez!

Toothy :B

Maybe we cam-whored a lil too much.

But it wasn't enough!

Care to join in?

Changing room. Hah!

Crazy people :D

(:

bottom line;
i loved today!! :DD

hey boy, how i wish you could understand how i feel.
i need time, but i'm not asking you to wait either.
thank you, for today.

2007-06-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

I was wrong.
In the end you need not choose 1.
Instead, you could choose none.

They say' it was about what i want in my life.
That was what i did.
I followed my heart..
I'm sorry..

i choose 2029.
Till then, i'll just keep on dreaming.

2007-06-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

Choices, they are never easy.
It is when your heart is being torn into 2.
From which to choose.

But in the end.
You'll have to pick just 1.

How i wish sometimes you don't have to make choices in life.
And just go along with whatever or whoever your fated with.

I guess it's true that you choose your own fate.
Which ever path you choose. What ever decision you make.
It'll have it's own fate.

All i need is time.
I need to know what i want.
But then again.. i don't know what i want.

Time will tell..
That's all i need.

Time

2007-06-10T02:53:00.001+08:00

Do you believe in forever?

I attended a cousin's wedding recently.
Got me thinking about certain issues.
To get married, is to be with the one you love, for the rest of your life.
& Divorce should be the last resort.

I asked certain people whether they believed in forever?

Most of em' said No.
Cause they say, Nothing lasts forever.

While the rest said Yes.
Because they say, they choose to believe in forever.

I guess different people have different views on everything.

As for me, i choose to believe in forever.
I think you can make it forever.
It's just a matter of whether you want to, or not.
To make forever, it will have to take the 2 of you.

Or am i just naive? (:

Well, Confessions are never easy..
But it is said to help lift the burden off your chest.
Or do they?

i still believe in forever.

2007-06-08T02:55:00.000+08:00

There's no more boundaries to what i choose to do now.
No more tears.
No more sleepless nights.
No more fights over small silly things.

I must say.
I think i can make do with this life very well.

*grins :D

Soo, I spent the evening with that boy today (:

The boy with,

those huge enormous eyes.
those long long lashes.
that hot hot masculine body.
those big palms which is twice the size of mine.
& those cute lil sharp teeth (:

Walked around the mall.
We had our lunch.
Stuffed ourselfs with sandwich-like burgers xD

Sat down and chat for a lil while.

Sadly, he had to leave early.

So off we went our seperate ways.

Had a really great time.

I'm glad that i've finally found him.

Hahaha!

The night before, i had dinner with a dear old friend of mine.

It's been quite some time since we went out.

For that day, he became my listening ear (:

The moment he picks up speed.

I gripped tighter for safety.

As he corners his way.

My hands were literally wrapped around him.

It was frightening being a pillion for once.

Still,

Nothing beats the lovely cold breeze that touches your skin.

That feel of serenity that overcomes your disturbed mind.

How i wish..

Thanks to them.

I guess that's all i have to say.

Cheerios!

simply special.

2007-06-07T02:07:00.001+08:00

Yaaaynessss!
I finally had my layout changed!
Thanks to Qin :DD
& Nuyul too.
Thank you for all the other template!
I'll use them next time ok? :DD

I have so much things to say.

But i'm such a lazy bum bum to type.

Ouhh yeah i just want to say that,

Dreams are becoming such a nuisance these days!

I'll blog about the rest some other time.

Till next time! (=

Good night!

Maybe you're my special someone (:

2007-06-03T01:50:00.000+08:00

In the back of my mind, i've always wanted us to be friends.

But Mama said it was impossible.

I don't know...

But the moment i saw him.

My heart starts pounding faster.

It worsen when i saw her with him.

Rage filled up my heart.

I wasn't thinking.

I felt as though i had to do something about it.

Eventhough i had no idea what to do.

I thought about what i had done.

It made no sense.

Apologies to her

I realised it wasn't exactly her fault.

I wasn't myself back then.

She seemed like a nice girl.

I'm sorry.

Alrite enough crap.

Went to town with my daaaaarliinnnnnngggg!!

We had our lunch.

Went to Esplanade right after.

So basically we were just enjoy ourselfs (:

& darling, sorry about just now.

You weren't even suppose to be a part of any of that crap.

And i want my beautiful pictures ok! HAHA!

Got back and saw Sidiq & Zul.

Primary school mates of mine.

Sidiq looked as though he was carrying a fishing rod! HAHAHA!

When he actually went to the beach xDD

Anyways, i guess that's all for today.

Yaaaaaaaaaayyy! I'm off for now.

Mama was crying while talking to you.

I'm not sure why.

But it brought her to tears.

Thank you Mama.

For every single little thing that you have done for me.

Love ya (:

And yeah, don't think ever for a second think that you're irreplaceable.

Eventhough i hate that song! HAHAHA! :p

2007-06-01T02:19:00.001+08:00

Dear Haziq,

i get it crystal clear that it's her that you choose. Not me.

The previous entry wasn't to let you know i wanted you back or whatsoever.
It was done out of frustration. It was the spur of the moment.

I don't expect you to understand what i'm feeling right now.
But atleast hear what i've got to say.

There's a part of me which is so full of hatred, anger and frustration.
Telling myself i must do something about this.
I don't need that Him anymore.
And revenge is definitely ouhhh soo sweet.

While the other part of me, simply just wants Him to be happy.
As long as he is happy, i'll be happy for Him (:

I know, i still have so much more to choose out there.

And we could still be friends.
Things doesn't always have to end up so rough.

Haziq, all i'm asking for is for, is for you to keep to your promises.
And do me a favour, don't act so cold towards me please.

I don't know whether to say that this is an apology.
But i'm just here to let my heart out.
And that's what i'm doing.

I guess it's true that they say, all good things have to come to an end.

That's just what i have to say for now.

Till then, goodbye (:

2007-05-28T13:34:00.001+08:00

Bitch Bitch Bitch. From the third-world faggot.
Everybody wanna hear my FUCKING love story?

Well, here it goes.
Just a year back.
I met this awesome guy.
I thought he was the sweetest thing alive.
We got together after a couple of weeks.

Wait wait.. let's cut this short.

All the promises he made.
Were all a PIECE OF BULLSHIT!!
He sweared, take note; SWEARED.
He'd never cheat on me.

As for me, i was this STUPID & NAIVE 16 YEAR OLD GIRL.
Who decided to gave him my heart & soul.
I trusted him with all my heart (:

All of a sudden, he told me he wants time apart.
I got to find out his dating this BITCH.
And this BITCH knew that he had a girlfrend.
Yet she still 'entertained' him in a way.

Never has it ever crossed my mind, he'd cheat on me.

For a year BITCH, i never had feelings for another guy.
I've never held another guys hand.
FUCK THE BOTH OF YOU for all the things that you've done.

And still even after the break up.
I was moving on.
Family and frends have been helping out.
Thankyouverymuch (:

But yet, i was too stuborn to think that, eventually if things doesn't work out between them.
I would still be willing to take him back.
No matter how long it would take.
I was willing to forgive every single thing that he has ever done.

That's love BITCH.
You know nothing about it.

I made him my everything.
My LIFE revolves around him.
Ever heard this phrase?
Don't ever make someone your everything.
Cause when their gone,
You'd have nothing.

The first few days after the break up.
Things were so difficult for me.
I didn't sleep, i didn't eat, i think of him every single minute, i was barely hanging on.
FUCK YOU BITCHES for not going through all that.

I found something VERY INTERESTING on that BITCH'S blog.
Read this shit.

" I'M WAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SMARTER AND MATURE THAN A 16 YEAR OLD!

NOTE ; the bitch in me is coming out soon.
considering the fact that, I WON.
-insertsevilandbitchyfacialexpressionhere-
and i analysed everything single bloody thing that happened in this whole episode before being slapped with the situation.
don't mess with me,baby!

but then, back to reality.
when my bitch side is hiding inside of me, i feel bad.
guilty, feeling that it IS my fault.
so-called ruining a small part of someone's life.
haha, i'm very much confused about this part of myself.
must be thinking i'm a bloody big bitch.

THEN AGAIN!
still smarter and mature. (: "

Wayyyyy smarter and mature than a 16 year old eh BITCH?
At least i was smart & mature enough not to have a fling with SOMEONE ELSES BOYFREND.
& for the fact that you WON BITCH?
It's only the beginning baby! HAHAHA.
& to think that you actually ruined SMALL part of someone's life?
BITCH, YOU RUINED MY WHOLE LIFE, MOTHERFUCKER!
YOU RUINED EVERYTHING!

Second thought, if he could leave me for you,
don't you think could he leave you for someone else?
HAHAHAHA.
Yaaahhh go ahead, believe ALL his empty Promises and Swears.

Bitch, at first.
I've never blamed you for any of these.
Because, i felt that it takes two hands to clap.
Haziq was also a JERK.

But you've really got alot of things to say about me in your blog don't you?

You've messed with me.
You jolly well don't know what i'm capable of.
You've definately got the wrong girl.
DON'T mess with me BITCH.

Now you guys may say.
Haziq is such a fucker isn't he?
Of course :DD
I fell for the jerk of a lifetime!

And i can't believe Haziq fell for that BITCH FAGGOT.
& Haziq, if you're so brave and manly enough.
Tell the world what you did to me.
Tell your brother, you parents, your family.
How you broke my heart into tiny little pieces.

What goes around comes around BITCHES.

For more interesting daily rants of THAT BITCH.
Do visit; http://hide-andseek.livejournal.com

You should be thanking me BITCH.
I'm making you so much more popular :DD

BITCH, i'm gonna meet you one day (:
Till then, i'm off for now.

2007-05-22T14:38:00.000+08:00

Haziq said it would be stereotype to blog about us when we broke up.

I don't care. *NaaNaa-NaaNaa-PooPoo*

Bluergh =Pp

Ok yeah, so we broke up.

We're friends now rite Haziq? :D Bestfriends.

I don't know if you're still gonna be reading my blog after this.

But it's worth a try.

We ended up being friends.

So i'm moving on just fine, not to worry.

Rite Rul? hahaha!

Thanks to people who were concern about me.

So cuuuteee larh you people xD

There's a thousand people i'd like to thank.

I think you should know who you are.

My head is spinning, i can't write down all their names now.

Alrite, i won't be having anymore schedule during the weekends now.

So people, ask me out laaarrrhh!!

I'm going to be so boooooreeeeddd at home!

& I won't be replying tags for the meantime.

I'll be back.

Just keep on tagging! (:

& i'd like to share this particular song with everyone.

I find it so meaningful right now.

I think i'll make another post.

This entry seems too long xDD

2007-05-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

What Hurts The Most Lyrics

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

2007-05-18T18:57:00.000+08:00

I'd like to say thank you.

QinRulTqi, thanks for being there for me.

Sounds like the great olden days doesn't it?

I really miss you guys. I miss Us.

& thank you to Mrs Chiew,

for the treat, for the advices, for being so concern.

She said "Even if the whole world doesn't want you, Mrs Chiew will always want you"

I love my teacher (:

Thanks to

Afifi, Raj, Ahmad, Arron, Nessa.

For being concern.

I have lovely people in my life.

How sweet! :DD

Thank you guys so much.

i don't know what to do.

i'm really clueless.

God, please guide me through this.

2007-05-17T07:23:00.000+08:00

Dear God, please help me chase away this awful nightmare i'm having.
I tried sleeping off the nightmare.
But I can't seem to be waking up from it.
It's haunting me.
I cry everytime i wake up, i cry everytime i sleep.
I can't stop thinking about it.

I can't live like this.
I want my life back on track.
When i could chase baby bats flying around the trees.
And lie down at the playground counting little diamonds that glimmers across the sky.
Please God, make it all go away, please.
I promise to be a better person.
I'll do anything for it to go away... anything.

2007-05-13T12:12:00.000+08:00

BLOGGER IS SUCH A FUCKER!

Ok, here i am updating for the 2nd time!
Fucking motherfucker ass cracking blogger.

Alrite, before i get started on anything.
I'd like to wish all the Mummies out there.
A Happy Mothers' Day!
I love my Mama :DD

& Ash, a Happy Birthday (:
May all your wishes and dreams come true.

Spread the love yaww!

So we hit town yesterday.
Though things didn't go so well throughout.
It was still great (=

Bought a couple of things here and there.
Tried to find Mama's Mothers' Day present.
But couldn't find the right one.
Shit, and i have no idea what to get her.

Alrite, here goes the pics.
I'm such a lazyass to type anymore.

this is what you call a car *melts*

my boyfriend's a pussy (:

faved!

candid.

our famous COLGATE SMILE.

we look retarded o.O

I admit, i was bored in the train.

As you can see, my hands cannot stand still.

i think i'm love.

Yay! I've updated.

3 cheers for me.

Hip hip hurray!

hip hip hurray!

hip hip, alrite enough off the crap.

Enjoy your last day of the weekends.

School reopens tomorrow.

Ouhh please, school can suck ma balls!

Till then, Cheerios!

2007-05-08T13:06:00.000+08:00

I'd like to say Thank You, to everyone made my day on the 8th of May (:

Thank you Mama, Abah, Adik, Nenek, Tok, Rul, Tqi, Afifi, Raj, Fareez, Nessa, Kak Ayu, Dina, Ira, Pan, Ahmad, Famie, Zubair, Alham, Azhar, Aqashah, Halis, Naqiah, Baba, Mummy, Kak Gerl, Abg Hafiz, Syifa, Kecik, Nurul SLPS, Arron, Nuyul, Fitri, Gayathri, Ash, Fairuz, Sharizan, Ruhailah, Ani, Selena, Chen Dan, Xian Feng & last but not least Haziq.

Thank you to all this ppl for all the wishes and presents.
I'm sorry if i missed any of you xD

8th of May 2007.

Started off with Chemistry & POA Paper 1 exam.
I need to thank my lucky stars for passing Chemistry.
I didn't even hold a book.

Met Fareez for the first time.
Rul, Raj & Afifi bought me a small cute delicious little cake.
It was so unexpected.
Thank you guys very much.
It was the sweetest thing ever.
Too bad that we didn't have a camera with us.

Went back home after strolling around Cwp.
Crashed myself to bed after that.
Woke up at later that night.
& there He was (:

Made a wish, blew the candles & cut the cake.
Granny & Grandad stopped by.
How nice.
Thank you everyone.
It was lovely.

& I know i havent wished you guys yet.
So Happy 1st Month Anniversary Rul & Fareez.
You've still got a long way to go (:
May you guys last forever.

& baby, i'm sorry i upset you the other night.
it was so sweet of you to have done that for me.
the cake was lovely.
thank you very much.
i love you (:

& Happy Birthday To Ruhailah too.

Ok, i've spoken too much.
Now for the pics.
If i look like crap.
You've gotta understand, i juz woke up babe! (:

the cake looks delicious.

can i try some before blowing the candles?

nevermind, i'll help myself with it.

and yes! i was satisfied :DD

omg, the cake tastes funny.

peace man! i was only joking.

i'll make sure he doesn't get any. hehehe.

the cake will stay with me at ALL TIMES!

i mean it, at ALL TIMES! No touchy touchy!

:DD

look at me go!

i think my sis wants a piece the cake.

but i know she can't have it (:

adik, tok, nenek, me! :DD

& this is my BALD kittycat; Baby! hahaha.

2007-05-05T14:59:00.000+08:00

5th of May

It was our day (:
Been looking foward to it eversince.
I never imagined this day would actually come true.

First stop; Arcade (:
We've been wanting to play Air Hockey :DD
So off we went to Timezone Causeway Point.

He sucked at Air Hockey.
I won the first 2 game.
We drew the last one.
But i sucked at racing & shooting games xD

Then we're off to VivoCity.
Went shopping a lil.
He got me a shirt & a short there.
While he got himself a cute boxer (:
Ouhh yeah, we bumped into Shakira & Fadyl there too!

Went to Starbucks for a quick bite.
After a some thoughts.
We decided to go Bugis.

Walked around Bugis Street.
Bought a couple of things here & there.
I finally bought the long awaited black skinny jeans i wanted, plus a shirt!
While He bought 2 lovely shirts.
& I got him a SpongeBob boxer! So fucking adorable! (:

And so we ended the day with Him spending the night at my house
& cramps all over my legs & arms.
Due to the excessive usage of my legs & air hockey.

Haha. Sry i spoke too much.
I'm still not over yesterday's excitement.

Alrite, didn't take much pictures.
But here's all i've got.

i K.O-ed early & His still not dead!

My dumb dumb (:

I didn't know what i was doing.

He loves muffins.

I was on cloud 9.

Isn't this like the cutest thing ever?

A kitty & a tor-toise cozing up together? :D

Hey boy, thanks for yesterday.

It's lovely spending time with you.. everytime.

Within a year, we've been through so much.

All the ups & downs.

I'm glad we made it this far.

You're the best thing that has ever happened to me.

& i really mean it.

I love you.. with all my heart.

Happy 1 year Anniversary my dearest boy.

2007-04-26T19:50:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry for the lack of updates.

I just dont have the drive to post anything anymore.

Cause life is pathetically pathetic nowadays.

I find no reason for myself to blog :D

Maybe this will be the last post for quite some time.

Well, it's the exam period again.

I'm having my MT Papers Tomorrow.

I haven't been studying any shits.

I've got no mood to do so.

I'm looking foward to the upcoming week though.

Even if my exams are not over by then.

Ok, topic of the day!

I think bisexuals are HOT!!

Despite the fact that i've never actually loved or even have had any sexual fantasies of the same sex.

Nonetheless, i still find them darn Sexy!

Mama-mia!

& when the day comes whereby i have the drive to blog again.

I'll update.

Till then, my blog is dead.

Good luck for the mid-year exams everyone.

Cheerios!

2007-04-21T14:28:00.000+08:00

it has been a year since the day i first met him.
since i last did this silly drawing during math class.
though we weren't together yet.
i seemed to be so in love with him then.
and i still am.

i have a confession to make;
i'm in love with sheikh haziq.
you complete me baby.

2007-04-19T21:50:00.000+08:00

Now there's more anger than laughter.

But never would i want to let go.

We've really been through shits.

It's not easy.

I love the moments when we're together.

When you have dinner with me.

When you fetch me from school.

When you walk home with me.

When you hold my hand.

Sometimes i don't mean what i say.

11th month, what a month eh?

I promise it will be better.

I'll make sure.

And guys, stop these shit.

All of these seems to be like a joke to me.

Over & over again.

What the fuck?

Stop it already!!
I've had enough.

2007-04-12T16:46:00.000+08:00

i believe..
boyfriends come and go.
friends come and go.
and the only one whose there to stay is your family.

i'm not saying that friends and boyfriends are not important.
friends will be there when you need them.
boyfriends are a great companion to be with.

and everything will work out perfect, if you have all the above.
i guess life's not perfect.
it can never be.
but i must say, all the 3 makes my life complete..

i miss these people.

they're there to stay.

obviously, i miss him too.

misses*

2007-04-10T08:27:00.001+08:00

Monday; Breeks!

Unverified went to breeks today.
Almost everyone the class wore a blue jersey.
We're the most noticeable class for sure.

It was super fun.
I superlove Mrs Chiew.
& i've heard we're having a class chalet later on (:
How i wish the girls got the fish instead of the chicken.
It would have been so much better.

Tqi & Qah

Afifi & Qah

Qah & Raj

Tqi, Rul, Qah

Justin, Tqi, Junda

here we are, we've finally reached breeks

everybody's waiting for the meal (:

here's my date for the day! a cute gentlemen (:

here's our main course

our desert

& back home we went.
if you noticed, there's 2 extra legs behind me.
Those belongs to Tqi.
I guess i'm too big that i could actually cover her (:

Reached school about 5.30pm
& i was just in time to get back home with him ((:
Even seeing him everyday would never be enough ♥
11 months & many many more months to go baby.

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Xf- Haha. Yeah i miss you =Pp Re-linked! (:
Tqi- Haha. I knw Tqi. But whether it will turn out nice or not, you wont knw ;)
Kasha Kashey- Hahaha! Thanks girl. Take care (: Tqi- It's 11. Haha.
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Joey & Renjie- Link you guys up ASAP (: Thanks!

2007-04-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating for quite some time.
I'm just a lazyass to do so.
& blogger sucks big time, what can i do abt it?

Well, things have been going just fine lately.
His back! Finally..
Gosh, i wonder what i'd do without him.

Lalalalalala. I dunno what else to say.
I'm bored )):
Ok, maybe i'll just upload a few pics here & there.

Triple love.

Credits to the photographer.
Hehehe. I love you larh!

2007-03-28T18:29:00.000+08:00

Blogger is such an assfucker (:
I had to change my URL!
Do RE-link me.
Thanks (:

2007-03-27T07:48:00.000+08:00

I stared at him for quite some time.
Thousands of thoughts were rushing through my mind.
The answer was still uncertain.
We were both anxious.

Just hoping for a Yes, and that was all that we needed.

But there was still no answer.

Finally he had to go.

We hugged & kissed goodbye.

I knew i was going to miss him.

But it wasn't enough.

As soon as he left, i shed a few tear.

I couldn't strain them anymore.

I know he won't be away for long.

But still...

He has never left me alone.

I was told a No in the morning.

I felt so fucked up.

It's not fair!

I was so looking foward to it!

I'm sorry baby.

I'm sorry i broke that promise.

I'm so sorry.

I just so miss you right now.

Why do i feel so incomplete whenever you're not around?

2007-03-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

The ride of a lifetime.

We got to be at the top of nowhere.

We got to scream at the top of our lungs, and people couldn't even care less.

& i got to hear those 3 letter words being uttered at just the right time.

How wonderful it was to share the excitement with him (:

Thank you.

2007-03-09T05:04:00.000+08:00

His the boy that i crave for from day to day.

The boy that never fails to make me smile till today (:

He simply makes my life worthwhile.

i wanna wish him a Happy Birthday!

May all his wishes and dreams come true (:

Birthday Boy (:

Make a wish & blow!

We made a mess out of ourselves.

Have a happy birthday baby.
I love you (:

2007-03-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

I've found a missing piece of the puzzle.
And i intend to keep it safe.
Yet the rest remains lost for the time being.

He's been such a sweetheart these past few days.
I'm just so in love with him.
It's been 10 months... and still counting.
I just couldn't get enough of him.
Being with him is simply so wonderful.

2007-03-01T18:31:00.000+08:00

Life's like a jigsaw puzzle.

You have to fill in the missing pieces to make it complete.

Unfortunately, i've lost pieces of puzzle...

At the end of the day, he'll always be the one by my side (:
Thank you.. for everything.
i miss you baby.

2007-02-14T23:13:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day

This is the very day, where you can find girls on the mrt & buses carrying a bouqet of flowers, or a stalk of rose, soft toys or even balloons.
Is Valentine's really about presents and boasting to everybody you've received something?
As for me, i find that it's more about Love and spending time with your Special someone.

Love, a special feeling which can never be defined in words.

He looked just like my Romeo the moment i saw him infront of my doorstep.
Baby, it couldn't have been more perfect than that.

It was Flawless.

Thank you so much (:

My Valentine Love (:

You don't mean alot to me baby.

You mean the whole world to me.

You're my everything.

2007-02-11T00:12:00.000+08:00

A day at town, awesome!
Too bad Qin & Rul didn't join us.
Sry Tqi, if you felt left out.
& you're hair looks fine by the way.
So don't worry about it ok?
And thanks for today Tqi, if it wasn't for you.
I don't know when we will ever head town.
Haha.

Had fun today!

But, my legs are killing me (:

Tqi looking so cute like Puffer fish! =Pp

My everything (: